Lizzy going to Pemberley

I just find out that Lizzy is going to stop by Pemberley. My hope rises, and I hope I am going to see Lizzy at Pemberley. There are so many things I need to tell her, and I am willing to admit anything wrong I did for her. I will also like to know her response toward my letter. I truely hope that her prejudice is nearly diminished by now.

Lizzy leaving Hunsford

Lizzy is leaving Hunsford today to go home. I hope she read my letter because it is my last hope. I have written all my feelings and explanations, hoping she is going to reconsider my proposal. I am willing to give up my pride because I love her dearly, and I truely hope she is leaving Hunsford with a different view of me.  I can hardly wait for her respond if there are any at all.

Jane and Bingley

Did I do the right thing separating Jane and my beloved friend, Bingley? Did I have the right to stop my friend form seeing someone who family connection and level in society is well below his? I could say that I am rejoice in my decision and action. However, my actions had affected my happiness and chance with Lizzy. What could I do to make this right? Should I rejoin the two or continue to separate them?

Lizzy's reactions to the letter

I had given Lizzy the letter, and in the letter, I fully explained everything to her. I hope that she would understand my point of view. I told her the truth about her family inferiority, hoping she would see it for herself. Also, I told her everything about Wickham, and I hope she will take my word and see the true Wickham. I am extremely dissatisfied with the results of the proposal even though there is nothing I can do now. I hope Lizzy will clear her prejudice soon.

My sister will like to meet you

As I talked with Mr.Gardiner, I did not find him as bad as i thought. Maybe I was wrong about Lizzy's family connection, and they are not as inferior as i thought. When Mrs.G wanted to take Mr.G's hand, I took the hint and accompanied Lizzy. I told her that Mr.Bingley and Caroline would be at the party tomorrow, and I could tell that the name gave her some uneasiness. Additionally, I told her that my sister would be delighted to meet her, and I could see the sparks in her eyes. I thought I have made great progress.

Asking to be introduced

When I arrived, I could see that Lizzy was surprised to see me there. Of course she was surprise because she would never thought i could come out to the lake to greet her family and her. I wanted her to be surprised, and most of all, I wanted her to see that I could change. I am willing to change for her. Upon meeting them, I asked to be introduced to the whole party, and Lizzy was quite shocked. I could see her expression clearly, and I could tell that she did not resent me as much as she did.

The housekeeper's praises

I was extremely happy to see Lizzy today, for I longed to see her. When I was inside Permberley, Ms.Reynolds told me how she showed the guests around the house as well as telling them how great I was. I feared that what Ms.Reynolds just did will only further Lizzy's prejudice of me. How could I have been so careless? I must go to the lake and find away to change Lizzy's prejudice.