Don't know what to do

I had the pleasure of seeing Lizzy again since last saw her at Pemberly. She was very taciturn, so I acted as usually, being reserved. Only if she knew I was dying to talk to her, but I was too... Bingley and Jane seemed very happy together, and I was happy for them. I regretted having to stop my dear friend from getting involved with such a lovely lady like Jane. I hope she and Lizzy will forgive me.